Call from Lionsgate

I have been obsessing over getting a studio internship over the entire summer. I got called by a few places that seemed like they really liked me but when they never called me back I was pretty devastated. The thoughts running through my were, "I'm not good enough" "I'll never amount to much".

After all the reading I've been doing, I really let go of it, reassuring myself that I'm going to be okay no matter what happens. I have the motivation and ability to do whatever I want. And then I get the email from Lionsgate wanting to schedule an interview.

I felt so-so about this. I just got over it, I am going to be okay without that glorious internship and now they call me.

I decided to schedule the interview. I mean what the heck, this is what I (thought I) wanted. It would be stupid not to at least try. So today I had the interview and I got the position with what seemed like ease.

I am going to take this as the "universes'" way of pushing me in a direction and see where it goes. I'm excited and am going to try to continue to let go.